If I was a rich girl - Temperly

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If I was a rich girl - Burberry

I GOT INTO KING'S COLLEGE LONDON!!!! Now my wish list from Burberry. Next up Alice of Temperly :) xx

#5. Time to throw my heart and soul in life.

Aka. You can sleep when you're dead.

So this rule was inspired by the beginnings of a cold, getting high on sunshine, cold medicine, JD and this song:

I swear I had this song on repeat for a good hour even with all the snot flying about. I am a HUGE procrastinator. I'd find a way to procrastinate if I was supposed to be studying for a procrastinating degree.

#5. Time to throw my heart and soul into life

This draft was actually started months ago but it is a feeling I have pretty regularly. I'm rather lazy; staying at home and sleeping and or watching tv for hours on end is really boring but I'm usually too lazy to make the effort to entertain myself. And I never want to be the kind of person that needs alcohol or other people around me to have fun either. After exam season the plan was to sleep for a week but after two nights of decent sleep I was bored already. But I'm not a major fan of the clubbing scene either. I'd much rather get a pair of boots and jeans on and climb trees. Why are people so insistent on getting hammered?

#4. People will always surprise you and rarely in a good way

I haven't had a new post in forever and a day, not for lack of ideas but because none of the ideas had the passion behind them that my rules usually do. The rules are there because they meant something specific and vital to me and until today it didn't feel right to post something.

#4. People will always surprise you and rarely in a good way

I'm still slightly reeling from what actually triggered this rule and, also, I think the person this is about may actually end up reading this so I'm not going to insult her by venting here. All I'm going to say about that is I shouldn't have had to find out the way I did.

Instead I'm going to talk about less world shattering but still stressful example that I can't explain unless I actually get a little explicit. So I went out with a few friends a couple of weeks back. My friend, M, is a lesbian and she has only ever been classic lesbian. She was getting eyed up by this guy across the bar and decided to invite him over and flirt with him so he'd buy her drinks. Don't act all scandalized we all do it! I left and M and my other friend A left with this guy and his freind. A couple of days later I met up with A and she told me that after dropping off M both guys pushed themselves on her. Twice. And at the same time. She begged me not to tell M because she didn't want to upset her and we thought we were never going to see these guys again. M asked me to go out with her a couple of days ago and when I met up with her who should I see but the M.F from the bar. God he's really not pretty and really feckin' arrogant. He's also under the impression he and M are "kinda sorta" together; they've even kissed, he's met her parents and they've pretty much been hanging out all of the time since that night. He's leaving at the end of August, hallelujah. So of course I asked A to tell M what happened only she bloody won't. Usually I wouldn't give a damn and tell M myself only...

When I called M yesterday to ask her What The Fuck she was doing she told me that she knew he was an arrogant dick. M was using him as a beard because of her folks and yet... Why was he under the impression they were together? She actually kissed him and why didn't she bail on him after he met her parents? Also why was she actually going places with him. The only things I can conclude is that she actually likes him in some way,  or they're both lying to me. And the other problem is that I feel really disappointed; it's like she's selling her soul to this M.F for an easy life. In terms of integrity that's subterranean in my book and my respect for her is withering. 

As a result, I can't bring myself to tell her. Now this was written all in one go so it's all a bit rambly but at the moment posting this immediately feels like the right thing to do.

S, I haven't forgotten.